Wednesday, October 13, 2010

mentioning

stop mentioning about it...please....i really dont like it....stop thinking about it again....
if you feel it is right...just dont blame me....i dont like....you dont want to be blame back....
and one more thing...please dont make me pissed off...nape la....ak xwat pape pn kt ko...
ak xksah k ko nk wat pape pn...tp just jgn ulang bnd 2 age...!!!!

Saturday, October 9, 2010

tension!!!

aku nk exam esok kot....arghh....
asl ak xleh blaja nie...
asyik pkir msalah./...
nape la aku nie....
jgn jadi org bodoh la rafi....
please.....tp camne ak nk blja....xde mood kot....korg tau x ape solution nyer....
ak dah runsing gler...asyik2 moody lately..xtau asl.....xde ke org yg leh tlg ak...
pning pale otak ak nie...im so depressed......

Tired

aku dah penat...kenapa perlu camni..plz..
rafi...wake up..be a wise man...u know u can thnk properly..
ak xtau la...ak rse cam bodoh gler skrg....aku rase doa orang teraniaya mmg termakbul...what have i done.....all i did wAS wrong...i have the chance to choose...arghhh....damn it....dah2...esk test math...ko kne blaja...klu x..ssmpi ble ko nk jd cmni....back off...!!!!!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Having fun but not happy

guys...wqi dinner was great....haha.... eat a lot....
nasi tomato,satay,chocolate cakes,roti jala and the fruit was good....huhu... taking pictures wit u guys mmg best...
i was thinking to upload the pictures here but since that i have uploaded at FB...korg tgk kat sane dah la...
mlas la ak nk tggu smpi dier abis upload...haha...btw the singing part was not my plan...but i enjoy kareoke...haha...i guess the microphone loves me...haha.... very tiring but worth it...
tapi lam enjoy2 tu ak xdpt nk rse happy....ak xtau asl...ak rse cam something wat ak rse camnie...guys its not a small matter k...i dont know why but i just need to know why.....i feel so stupid not knowing things that is happening to me... i need to calm down...damn....dah la 10.10.10 ni ad test 2 engneering math....pergh...pning pale..xpe2...ak kne study tul2 nie..come on rafi..u can do it... (DL la konon...haha). i need to get back to myself...my friends...help me...show me the correct way to do it..... k la...
stop being like this rafi...u know u can do it!!!


P/S: In order to be someone, you must first be yourself and a person who never makes mistakes never makes anything.

Blame on me

aku dah sakit kan hati orang...
bapak ak aku,....adik2 aku....kwan2 aku,....orang yang pernah sayang aku...
aku sendiri xtau kenapa aku asyik ulang benda yang sama....
at the end....i hurt myself too....why?? ak just nk jd normal....jd seorang manusia....
kenapa....?? aku ni mmg xlyak kan.....sumpah aku terase...aku tau salah ak.... tp people make mistake...
 ak hrap ak xbuat kesalahan yang sama...i know theres someone still dont want to forgive me....that's why i cant live in peace...misery its the key to everythng that i do..kn..?? thnx a lot....it does make me realise that i was wrong....i was being rude....i have made a big mistake in my life....ak xpandai nk jadi seorang abg yang tau jaga adik...seorang anak yang xtahu nak balas budi...seorang kawan yang xtau menjaga hati dan perasaan...this is because i was being so selfish..not matured...stupid...but ak try nk ubah 2....sometimes it feels good doing things that i like but it feel much more worst to know that people get hurt because of you...
arghhh.....i just cant forget it....help me god....u're the only one that can show me the way....klu btul la thats the right one.....show it to me.... i dont want to hurt anybody anymore....!!!!

p/s: i love my family...my frens and people that i care of!!!

Monday, October 4, 2010

Favourite

Horlicks
Basketball
Singing
Movies
Eat
Debate
Red,White and Black
Sushi
Lamb Chop
Manchester United
Dance

Thats all i can think off in a minute....till another minute...daa
miss la...

Just Pic cAs of skuasy