Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Blame on me

aku dah sakit kan hati orang...
bapak ak aku,....adik2 aku....kwan2 aku,....orang yang pernah sayang aku...
aku sendiri xtau kenapa aku asyik ulang benda yang sama....
at the end....i hurt myself too....why?? ak just nk jd normal....jd seorang manusia....
kenapa....?? aku ni mmg xlyak kan.....sumpah aku terase...aku tau salah ak.... tp people make mistake...
 ak hrap ak xbuat kesalahan yang sama...i know theres someone still dont want to forgive me....that's why i cant live in peace...misery its the key to everythng that i do..kn..?? thnx a lot....it does make me realise that i was wrong....i was being rude....i have made a big mistake in my life....ak xpandai nk jadi seorang abg yang tau jaga adik...seorang anak yang xtahu nak balas budi...seorang kawan yang xtau menjaga hati dan perasaan...this is because i was being so selfish..not matured...stupid...but ak try nk ubah 2....sometimes it feels good doing things that i like but it feel much more worst to know that people get hurt because of you...
arghhh.....i just cant forget it....help me god....u're the only one that can show me the way....klu btul la thats the right one.....show it to me.... i dont want to hurt anybody anymore....!!!!

p/s: i love my family...my frens and people that i care of!!!

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