First of all , i wanted to say sorry to eveyone because lately i've
been hurting peoples. I dont know how to explain what's going on but i
really didnt mean to hurt you guys. Not forgetting to those who support
me through out my difficult life now. I think that what may happen next
is about having a better life. i know sometimes im being so rude, i
raised my ego to high. I dont know how to say it. Jealousy, anger,
selfish , pity and etc. Those words that i couldnt bear to live with. I
really hope that you people could understand. Its been a while since i
got back home. Too busy with commitments and works. Being a part of the
Student Representative Council is a very tough things to cooperate with.
And one more thing kalau xtegur mcam dulu doesnt mean im ignoring you.
Its either i didnt realise ur present or im felt sory and im ashame to
talk to you like before. Sometimes i felt that im not being myself
anymore. I could not hold myself from changing because its a need.
People are judging from top to toe. So as a conclusion, i have to suit
myself with the situation and time. There is no doubt that my new way of
life makes me a better person but nobody's perfect. There's always
going to be floss here and there. So xtegur doesnt mean that i dont care
or i dont want to talk to you. I hope u guys understand. Well, thats
all from me. I'll write soon. Telling whats happening in my life k. Stay
tune...*mcam tgk tv daa....
Love you guys....xoxo
